Monday, June 29, 2009

Last Nite

I'm done what should I do...but you're still keep on escape my question...I'm cried and you asked me not to think too much....I went back home and think...i think i will try not to care you so much since you're not so "appreciate" what i told you....

I'm indifferent than others, i can stand anything i can than others, even i can accept anything than others, but you let me disappointed...I have no more hope on you, just let you think yourself....just do what you wish, i wont care you anymore....

Friday, June 26, 2009

Friends

Someone turned to me and asked
"How many friends have you?"
Why 10 or 20 friends I believe
And began to named a few...

A blessed one you are
To have so many friends
But think of what you're saying...
A friend is just not someone
To whom you say "Hello"

A friend is a tender shoulder
On which to softly cry
A well to pour your troubles down
And raise your spirits high

A friend is a hand to pull you up
From darkness and despair...
When all your other "so called" friends
Have helped to put you there

A true friend is an ally
Who can't be moved or bought
A voice to keep your name alive
When others have forgot

But most of all a friend has a true heart
For from the hearts of friends
There comes the greatest love of all!

So think about all this
For every word is true
And once again answer please...
How many friends have you?

A Friend Is Always Special
Because Friends Love You
Just Because You're You!
Friendship is co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a RELATIONSHIP which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each others company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them.



Best friend (or close friend): a person(s) with whom someone shares extremely strong interpersonal ties with as a friend.

Acquaintance: a friend, but sharing of emotional ties isn't present. An example would be a coworker with whom you enjoy eating lunch, but would not look to for emotional support.

Soulmate: the name given to someone who is considered the ultimate, true, and eternal half of the other's soul, in which the two are now and forever meant to be together.

Pen pal: people who have a relationship via postal correspondence. They may or may not have met each other in person and may share either love, friendship, or simply an acquaintance between each other.

Internet friendship: a form of friendship or romance which takes place over the Internet.

Casual relationship or "Friends with benefits": the sexual or near-sexual and emotional relationship between two people who don't expect or demand to share a formal romantic relationship. In the U.S., this is considered "a fling".

Roommate: a person who shares a room or apartment (flat) with another person and do not share a familial or romantic relationship.

Imaginary friend: a non-physical friend created by a child. It may be seen as bad behavior or even taboo (some religious parents even consider their child to be possessed by an evil spirit), but is most commonly regarded as harmless, typical childhood behavior. The friend may or may not be human, and commonly serves a protective purpose.

Spiritual friendship: the buddhist ideal of kalyana-mitra, that is a relationship between friends with a common interest, though one person may have more knowledge and experience than the other. The relationship is the responsibility of both friends and both bring something to it.



For me, i think there is no Special buddy.....Friends should not hurt each others, they have to share out what is their problem...when problems occurs, they should not keep on arguing but try to settle down....when they are not satisfied each others, they should have a talk, after talk they should improve what they done to each other...anything can be happen...maybe for someone, there is no true friend...because of betrayers....

Thursday, June 25, 2009

everyone in happy mood today...

Today, after class and lunch, Me, rhodia, S.Peng, JoJo went to Mylene's house to discuss about assignment...because of some reason, we end our discussion, and tickling around, taking photo, being crazy action....
This is the photo of "modeling", sitting on the kitchen(well, it is a "sexy pose" for a girl who sat on the kitchen), pageant with her tag, and acting cute...it's present by rhodia, mylene and yvonne...





This is the most photo i like....
me and mylene trying to pose a mature pose, but rhodia destroy the photo, Mylene said she act like a koala bear, so funny..





This night, im went out wit him and hock...i ve just curious why today everyone is indifferent-keep on laughing and talking the crazy & funny topics.....dunno y...but all is in happy mood...i like it so much....hope this feeling comes to my life everyday...muacx!!!

im ate a lot today
My breakfast with my bro and daddy, i ate laksa (of cos without bean sprout-i super HATE it!!!)
My lunch with Mylene, Rhodia, S.Peng and JoJo (and with tech club guys-but next table, haha..), i ate SCR Fried rice...
My dinner with my sis, 1st, sweet corn with butter, next on 2 bowls of spaghetti with tomato sauce minced beef..wao...are u ok,yvonne?

No choice, mood is good...haha...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Recently...

Few bored days i have already, go for class, tickling friend, and watch drama also..

1st class
Purchasing,cost and control, taught by Carleen..
it is a subject about hotel's restaurant plan organize, control and manage their account when they purchasing supplies, the cost and to control the cost.
there is about 80++ student...omg..we re using exam room, such big class... luckily, everyday i go early for take a good seat...if not, i will not concentrate in class...

2nd class
P.Moral, taught by Wan Adzman..
it's also big class which studied with DiTM, DiMC, and one more which i dunno...
actually there is 1 more class is for english version, but i think to get in BM version, because i need to improve my BM also...

Thursday, i went to take my result, but the exam unit said not prepare yet, ask me to wait till next week...
I just said, "you re guys promise that this week will post out, but now you ask me to wait till next week?!Some more, you guys promise that this week will post out but..."
You told me that principal are not in kuching, cant post out the result...
SO!
that is your problem, we ve a long holiday, there is not enough time to let you guys to mark it?
or you guys do not wish to work anymore...when i it is my parent request, then you guys only then want to work....
ok, fine!!!

I' ve got my result lastly..
1. Service Quality Management-A
2. French- B
3. Food & Society- B
4. Housekeeping Management- C
5. Malaysian Studies- C

Not very satisfied, but at least not fail.....Phew~you know what...I'm went out every night till mid of the night in this few exam day...so you guys know why am i worry about my result...haix~luckily....

This week i have full of program with health, i go gym with rhodia and ngee wem,
go jogging with family, have a balance diet(for me lah..), but i have no appetite after 5pm till next morning...weird rite?
My friends all know i m a person like to eat, then now...why hor?Haix...Hope can get what i wish to have...

This week is the 1st week of this semester, but the assignment was already prepared...
the 1st assignment is ask about:
-the volume of the food production in a food outlet and ask to explain the reasons of monitoring quantity food production.
-Illustrate the possibilities of the difference between the number of portions issued and the number of portions consumed by customers.
-market price, portion drinks of price and ingredients of 4 common alcoholic drinks-cocktail....

3 more days, i can see him as usual.....miss him so much...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

猜不透

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心 上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸 是真的 是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Sunday, June 7, 2009

2nd tag

RANDOM FACTS :
001. Real name: Yvonne Chiam Syn Tze
002. Nicknames: Yvonne, vonne, siao-mei-mei, Da-Jie
003. Married: You think lor...
004. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
005. Male or female: FeMale
006. Age: 20, going to 21.
007. Highschool: SMK Lumba Kuda
008. College: SEGi University College Sarawak
009. Residence: Kuching
010. Hair color: brown hair (green and blue highlighted sometime)
011. Long or short hair: Long
012. Smoke:Nope...
013. Drink: Event and program's programme
014. Available: what you think?
015. Are you a health freak: Yup...i got my perfect health report 1 mth ago..
016. Weight :48kg...
017. Do you have a crush?: Nope
018. Do you like yourself:Definitely! If not,who gonna love me
019. Piercings: 3 times ad, but piercing same part, allergic..
020. Tattoos: Nope, wish to have it soon
021. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRST:

022. First surgery: 13 yrs old, teeth surgery
023: First piercing: 4 yrs old
024. First best friend/s: Dont wish to set my friends with number...
025. First award: who remember?
026. First memory: huh?
027. First pet: hate animal...i dont have....
028. First vacation: Singapore when i just born...

029. First concert: my concert..haha
030. First crush: Never

LAST:

031. Last time you went out: jux now...
032. Last time you had a good time: the time with my dear...
033. Last time you cried: always cry leh, dunno when liao..
034. Last award: dont remember
035. Last trip abroad: Singapore
036. Last concert: Gary(Chao Ge)
037. Last album you bought: so long ad, erm....SHE's
038. Last song you played: Ceng Jing Xin Tong by Sally Yip
039. Last phonecall: Dear, 11.48pm, 6th June 2009
040. Last laugh:So long ad...

PICK ONE:

041. Summer or winter: Summer!!!
042. Rainy or sunny: Sunny
043. Britney or Christina: Christina
044. TV or YouTube: YouTube
045. Oprah or Tyra: Oprah
046. McD’s or KFC: McD
047. Soccer or tennis: Soccer
048. new york or san francisco: New York

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating: Nope
050. Drinking: Plain water lo...
051. Wearing: Pyjamas
052. Im about to: Posting this la...
053. Listening to: Songs...

FAVORITES

054. Food: Laksa
055. Drinks: Green Tea, sky juice..
056. Colors: Black,Blue,White, Grey
057. Numbers: 5, 7

YOUR FUTURE :

058. Want kids: 2
059. Want to get married: Of course
060. Life: No worries on money, happiness...
061. Goals: Become rich... haha...
062. Where will you live: anywhere, just near my family and it is a banglo...haha
063. Buy a house: Of Course... If not,where me and my dear dear slep?
064. Buy a car: YESSSSSSSSs

YOUR PARENTS :

066. Love your mom?: Definitely!!
067. Love your dad?: Only the time he didnt angry...
068. Are they still together?: Of course...

WHICH IS BETTER? :

068. Lips or eyes: Both
069. Hugs or kisses: Both...
070. Shorter or taller: Taller la... im short,i wan grow taller!!!
071. Lean or plump: Emm...
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
073 . Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
074 . Sensitive or loud: Loud
075 . Hook-ups or relationships: Both... lolx

HAVE YOU EVER :

076. Bungee-jumped: Nope... Wanna try it...
077. Shook hands with someone important: Yea
078. Kissed a stranger: Never le...
079. Drank bubbles: Hehe... =p
080. Lost glasses/contacts: once...
081. Ran away from home: Never....
082. Liked someone younger: I think 1...
083. Older: I like it...
084. Broken someone’s heart: Have kua...hehe...sorry
085. Been arrested: Nonono
086. Turned someone down: Yap
087. Cried when someone died: Yea
088. Liked a friend: Yup... I love all my friends...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself: Of cos lar
090. Miracles: Sometimes
091. Love at first sight:Believe....
092. Heaven: Yes...God also there..
093. Santa clause: Not....
094. Sex on the first date:huh?who have sex on the first date?tell me..
095. the more you hate, the more you love: Dont agree...
096. Angels: I hate "ANGEL"...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: Yupe
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: NO!
099. Do you believe in God?: Definitely
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: less than that...

I tag.. You tag... We tag

Sorry for boring post, even post a lot bored stuff in same day....too boring without him...

Tag by someone

The Rules:

It’s harder than it looks. Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours and TAG 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to each answer of the following questions. They have to be real, nothing made up! If the person before you had the same initial, you must use different answers. You cannot copy any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have fun!

1. What is your name: Yvonne (i prefer Minnie- My Mickey's dear, haha..)

2. A four letter word: Love (the things i need now)

3. A boy’s name? Darren (My Boy-Friend)

4. A girl’s name? Rhodia (My Girl-Friend)

5. An occupation: Hotel Management Student (Long Life)

6. A color: Black (I like it so so so so much..)

7. Something you wear: mini pants (Phewwit! Sexy!!)

8. A food: Laksa (Cant without this)

9. Something found in the bathroom: my bikini-bra set (hihi~)

10. A place: Maybank ( homey)

11. A reason for being late: turn off alarm (but i think just late for twice in my whole life..)

12. Something you shout: Ahhhh~

13. A movie title: Brown Sugar Macchiatto

14. Something you drink: Sky Juice (my fave)

15. A musical group: Lollipop

16. A street name: Seladah (His)

17. A type of car: Ipsum (my dream car)

18. A song title: Xiang Jian Tai Wan (love this sad song)

19. A verb: make ( Make what?hmmmp...haha...)

Emm... I don't think i want tag anybodys.... Haha

Saturday, June 6, 2009

1/12 anniversary

today is our 1 month anniversary...
but it is a lonely day...
why when i need you, you re not around me....
im very miss you, so much and much...

11 days left....
i want to see you now...
im suffer in something you know...
Oh,God! please let my stupid longer time make more faster....
it's very suffer day without him....

Stupid u...

tonite, i fall asleep veri earli as usual and have a ok-ok sleep....
erm...just can slep well a bit than usual, i mean im 失眠 about 1month already...start from my last exam....

BUT YOU!!! make ur whole family stalemated into a crazy, busy, and flurried condition...

i suddenly heard dine scream at mummy (mummy sleep beside me cos of dine going to siao's house sleep), she scream: Mmyyy!gerald's drunk, maybe he fell down from staircase, and sleep on the floor....we're all awake and veri worried...
they went down, but im not, cos i thought that is not-so-serious condition, so i just wait there(no one take care of house due to so flurried), wait till grandma walk out from bedroom and dine shout at me, then i went down to take a look...

when i went down, i saw that he has been moved by dad, mummy and dine...im so worried...

Take note: when a person fall down, however he falls, or whether he sober or not,or whatever reason, we should not move it body parts, we do not know that is he hurt on his bone, if we just move him rashly, it will get worst...


so, i just told them dont move him, wake him up, see whether he can wake up or not, then ask him where is the pain....but this PIG, he really cannot make himself into sober...

dine call siao come to help, before he reach, me, mummy and dad tried to carry him to half way, but he is too heavy for us (of cos lar, he is fat and some more, he's drunk), we stop for it...
siao and ah boy reach, they help to carry....lastly, ah boy and dad carry him into house...

Hey, man!!!is not easy to carry....if you come to my house, you will know...all my friend that ever come to my house can imagine now, we have to carry a 90kg-person from ground floor to 3rd floor, walao! is 4 floor building eh....crazy!!!

this night, i can sleep well actually, BUT YOU!!! break my dream!!!you make whole of your family cant slep well....
after manage you, mummy keep on saying me.

Mummy : " now you noe when you guys are outside, as a parent, we are so worried you guys...dont let us worry,k..."

i just fight back, cos...(keep continue..i know i should not said so, but...watever, SORRY~)

yvonne : " you thought i will make myself into this kind condition meh?i will manage and control myself..."
Mummy : " you everynight stay at downstair for what?"
Yvonne : "i just stay there to chat with xx and his friend, nothing happen at all, i will take care myself properly..."
Mummy : "wait bad-people hide behind the back part of the building then catch you away then you know..."
Yvonne: "-_-......."
Mummy : " everynight stay there, better police car passed-by, then catch to the police station..."
Yvonne : "If so easy kena tangkap, early then tangkap lor...everynight see them pass-by, they just patrol only..."

GERALD----> you know when you vomit in the middle of the night, opps!there's almost morning ad, we all though you vomit blood, since we dunno how you sleep on the floor, or fell down, scare you hurt....this night, i didnt slep, really frightened by you!!!

oh my god!!!please let me fall asleep nicer, sweeter,and unspoiled in my without-him 12 nights....
and also my everynight...

Friday, June 5, 2009

the day that you re not with me...

my dear, 1st day that we didnt meet up, im veri miss u...
miss u a lot a lot
...

day counted, still have 12 days...

I hope i have something to busy on so time will past a lil bit faster. So that the day will come faster....

12 days left....12th day, come faster....i miss u....
hope i can slep well every night and dear, call me everyday yar....muacx!!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

preparation..

我已有心理准备.....

in a very very bad mood...

我恨死你了!!!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手,

好让别人有机会爱她,

如果你爱的人放弃你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人,

有的东西你在喜欢也不属于你的,

有的东西你在留恋也注定要放弃的,

人生中的许多中,

但别人让自己为一种伤害,

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她,

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了,女人哭了适应为他真的放弃。。。

Suddenly found this passage..

I don't think this is true at all....if u re not strive it, u will not get what u wish to have..

i will strive what i should have....don be silly.....cheer up, vonne!!!u can do it...